So, I lasted almost a month.

[lydy]

Or as Vampire Willow would say, "Depressed, now."

Now I've got to follow through on a number of plans I devised when I was sane. Been there, done that, but you know, I don't remember nearly so many typoes. Aphasia's worse, too. Bah. I see my shrink on Wednesday.

Meanwhile, DDB is all in heaven because he got a new router and downloads are much faster, and many other things, but at this point I have to bow out, saying "motorcycle motorcycle, parts, parts, parts.)

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Almost a month feeling cheerful and productive. Almost an entire month of feeling better than I've felt since I was nine years old. Almost a month of feeling like what I think of as being human. Not quite a month, not quite.

I feel much better today, so maybe I'll have a quick rebound. But I've been afraid of a crash ever since I started feeling good. I had a week or two of manically high wonder on Serzone, which of course, they took me off. That was a bummer for me, but no one else, I was bloody insane. But god, it felt good.

The future is unknown. We'll see how it goes. My most recent Chinese fortune cookie said, "Your life is kaleidoscopic." Well, no shit is my thought.

So, we'll see. As I tell myself repeatedly, "Next year, the med tech will be better."